Benson:)

2009-10-17T02:00:00.000+08:00

Yo! Will be start working tmr at suntec city mall. Hope everything goes well.

Finish the 1st week of school. Everything is fine. New tcher, new modules. Just hope i get a new results. Gotta work harder this term. Jiayous! :D

2009-10-07T02:57:00.001+08:00

Sorry din update for quite awhile. Have been staying overnight for lan gaming. :X

Well Well.. School gonna start at 1 wks time.. Damn how i wish holidays can last longer. hahhas.

N level start ler. Those having exams de must do well oh. gambatei!! :DDD
O levels student also. Study hard now. Or else will felt regret like me now. Lols.
How i wish i have a time machine then can start the time all over again. hmm.. but not possible bah.. :(( sad sad.

Too tired to post ler...kk stop here ler. bye~ :)
Gonna have a haircut soon.. :(((

这份感情将会慢慢的在我的心里面消失掉..

2009-10-01T01:25:00.000+08:00

You ask me why i know the truth but i didnt told you about it. Well.. What the use of telling about it? When it wouldnt change anything...is'nt it?
Being silly and bearing all this hurts is the last thing i can do for you.. to help you continue keeping it as a secret. As days pass by... i believe this hurts will fade away. Even the brightest lamp will have it light fade away.. i believe mine will slowly fade away too.

Don't think negative of yourself. If you think you are not suitable for anything... then how about the other half you are with now? I think he will not want you to say that too.

That all i wanna say. Study hard for your N level and takecare of yourself too :) Goodbye~

back from taiwan! :)

2009-09-29T14:52:00.001+08:00

YaHoO~~!! I'm Back! From Taiwan! ^.^

Wah damn man.. seriously don wan leave taiwan... there so nice, gt good food, friendly ppl, nice places, many shopping streets and most importantly! the mei mei there damn chio! Wahahas. Too bad nvr take some pics of them.. :((

Really think that... 5days 4nights is not enough for me. There really alot of things for us in taiwan to buy and run around. Aye, but nvm bought some shirts and sovernirs can alrdy. yeah! ^^v!

Kk will upload some pics when i have took from Ariel and Wendy. Those 2 really like to cam alot -.-
Blog til here! Going out soon! bye~ :DDD

For you! My dear friend :)

2009-09-24T19:33:00.000+08:00

Well well well.. Look what we got here... A just turn 18 years old boy/man. Hahahas. :)
Can finally watch M18 movie ler. wahahaha.

Hmm.. Will be going taiwan for the following 5 days. Gonna miss my friends here in Singapore especially that special someone. She should know who i'm saying if she step into blog here. XD

To that girl..you know who you are..i'm saving this part for you. :)
I'm talking to you like a friend now so please do not scare to continue reading the post. :)

10th of June 2009. That the day i start liking you. Maybe more earlier than that. Don ask why i like you in the first place because the feeling is just there in my heart. :) and there no need for a reason for you to like someone.

3months now. and finally gt the courage to tell you what i have wanted to say. But...the result were not good at all. Haix. >.< My feeling to you kept growing stronger and stronger each day..and i gonna miss you when i'm gone to Taiwan.

I will treat you as my friend when i'm back as i respect your decision and since i respect you, i hope you too will respect me in return as in.. you know.. don always avoid from me when i want to talk to you. When you avoid me, that really hurts me alots. But i am happy and contended when you do reply my smses. that really cheer me up :) So talk to me okay?!?!?! or else i feel sad. XD

I do not know what your other several reasons for rejecting me. I hope you could tell me abt it. If you want to keep it a secret i shall not ask anymore. But eventually, i could guess what the reason even if you did not tell me abt it. So i'm gonna wait and slowly, slowly, hopefully let this feeling fade away. I do not know when this feeling will fade away and i do not want it to happen because it hard to find a girl that a guy like til so indulge-inly,I really like you!, OR, Hopefully just one day, maybe just one day you will slowly, slowly, accept me and let me be by your side as your loving boyfriend. I do not know when this will happen and only you know and i really hope it will happen whether is it now,after i come back taiwan or the next month, the next next month or even a year or plus. I hope you will slowly accept me into the heart of your's.. as i'm not gonna give this feeling up . :)

You told me before that once, you are confused, does that mean you do have a little feeling towards me at that time when i said i like you? or are you just confused?

You know.. it is best to tell the guy your real feelings toward him, and the reasons why. The guy will be hurt of cox but wouldnt it be more hurtful and unfair to him if you keep avoiding him and not telling him the reasons? What do you think? Making him miserable everyday or just tell him straight at 1 time and after that try to cheer him up.

I guess I'm gonna stop here... there still alot more to say to you but i think i shall keep it til here.. :) Hope you have prepare your 'N' well and takecare of yourself alright? :) I will also buy you a souvenir too. Hahas. :) Alright! Good bye girl! :) Miss you~~