Thursday, September 24, 2009

Well well well.. Look what we got here... A just turn 18 years old boy/man. Hahahas. :)
Can finally watch M18 movie ler. wahahaha.

Hmm.. Will be going taiwan for the following 5 days. Gonna miss my friends here in Singapore especially that special someone. She should know who i'm saying if she step into blog here. XD

To that girl..you know who you are..i'm saving this part for you. :)
I'm talking to you like a friend now so please do not scare to continue reading the post. :)


10th of June 2009. That the day i start liking you. Maybe more earlier than that. Don ask why i like you in the first place because the feeling is just there in my heart. :) and there no need for a reason for you to like someone.


3months now. and finally gt the courage to tell you what i have wanted to say. But...the result were not good at all. Haix. >.< My feeling to you kept growing stronger and stronger each day..and i gonna miss you when i'm gone to Taiwan.

I will treat you as my friend when i'm back as i respect your decision and since i respect you, i hope you too will respect me in return as in.. you know.. don always avoid from me when i want to talk to you. When you avoid me, that really hurts me alots. But i am happy and contended when you do reply my smses. that really cheer me up :) So talk to me okay?!?!?! or else i feel sad. XD

I do not know what your other several reasons for rejecting me. I hope you could tell me abt it. If you want to keep it a secret i shall not ask anymore. But eventually, i could guess what the reason even if you did not tell me abt it. So i'm gonna wait and slowly, slowly, hopefully let this feeling fade away. I do not know when this feeling will fade away and i do not want it to happen because it hard to find a girl that a guy like til so indulge-inly,I really like you!, OR, Hopefully just one day, maybe just one day you will slowly, slowly, accept me and let me be by your side as your loving boyfriend. I do not know when this will happen and only you know and i really hope it will happen whether is it now,after i come back taiwan or the next month, the next next month or even a year or plus. I hope you will slowly accept me into the heart of your's.. as i'm not gonna give this feeling up . :)

You told me before that once, you are confused, does that mean you do have a little feeling towards me at that time when i said i like you? or are you just confused?

You know.. it is best to tell the guy your real feelings toward him, and the reasons why. The guy will be hurt of cox but wouldnt it be more hurtful and unfair to him if you keep avoiding him and not telling him the reasons? What do you think? Making him miserable everyday or just tell him straight at 1 time and after that try to cheer him up.

I guess I'm gonna stop here... there still alot more to say to you but i think i shall keep it til here.. :) Hope you have prepare your 'N' well and takecare of yourself alright? :) I will also buy you a souvenir too. Hahas. :) Alright! Good bye girl! :) Miss you~~

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L.Lawliet | Thursday, September 24, 2009